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Quit

2009-04-25T00:55:00.002+08:00

I have move 2 another new blog. just want 2b free in expressing my thoughts. without any1 who knows me, know my story. i just want 2b independent. thts all.

Where i spent my day this weekend

2009-04-17T23:47:00.009+08:00

Yeah..Malaysia Book Fair is back!!

For all books lover, this is d event tht we shld not miss out.
started from 2day till last of sunday next week, u'll get so much time to look 4 ur books.

ive been there during my lunch time. im so xcited seing all those books.
there are many booth been set up. d books came in all varieties. magazines, comics, reference books for school kids, motivational books, novels etc.

wish my sist n nephews were here also. sure they gonna luv 2c all the books offered.

so,2morrow im gonna hv my 2nd trip 2 d fair. i rather choose 2 come alone. so tht i can hv as much time n feel free in selecting d books. coming along with friends somehow can cause u trouble when they r missing to nowhere. in fact, different ppl hv their own interest. so its not easy 2 get along.

aha! let c how much i spent 4 this fair.

My OJT experience..

2009-03-28T03:12:00.011+08:00

well..sedar x sdar its already 1 month ive gone through with my OJT.
time is running so fast. looking back right from the beginning, i wld say ive done nothing.
everyday is d same. i just sitting there njoy d time as much as i like. surfing d net, hv a chit chat with my colleague. sometimes it makes me bored. but i am more grateful 4 there r no task given 2 me.

so wht i like most abt my work place? huurmm..

geographically...i luv d location. its not too far from my house. 2 reach there, it only requires me to take a Rapid bus. cost 2 ringgit per day (go n return using d same ticket). it is more convenient than taking a train where crowded people disallow u even 2 breath!
structurally...my office is cool. i'll post some of d pict later in d end. my desk is located just outside of ur boss's room. of course, he can see me right through since there was only a wall of glass separated.
socially...all d staff is Ok, nice. there were only 6 (including boss) permanent workers. but there r 3 other practical stdnts. its not difficult 2 mingle since all of them are malay. my boss is very sporting. A doctorate yet very humble, nice, single n supportive.
timely...u r not too "terikat". work start at 8 since it is half of govmnt body. coming late is still un4given. but moderate..dont misused d advntge. u can start ur work in anytime. after u finish ur brkfast. theres a corner in there where everybody can lepak at d sofa n makan. basic needs like junk food r prepared by d company. dont b shy 2 finish it. time 2 go home start at 5. but normally they r all stay back n layan d intrnet.
freely...yup its my luck bcoz when i start my OJT there, they were in a period of having IT training 2 other deprtment. so d gd thing abt it was..our deprtment can hv "makan free" served by catering. startd from brkfast, lunch, tea time. it last abt 3 weeks. so knyang everyday. save budget..
routinely...like i said earlier i done nothing everyday. d pressure is 0. just sitting there, answer d phone if its needed, understand d system. only just abt d past few days, after i complained 2 my boss tht i hv nothing 2 do then he decided 2 give me a task. a simple task where i hv 2 develop a system 4 d office user. quite simple though, but d hardest thing is it shld perform PHP language. smthg which i hv not learn at all b4. my boss realize it. but he advised me to take d challenge as a part of learning. it might b beneficial 4 me in d future. just feel free 2 ask anything related. he'll guide me till i succeed.
lastly..wht more i can say. i am happy to hv an experience OJT in tht place. but since everything is in malay, i dont really think it is best 4 me. coz all this long i am trying harder 2 b gd in english.

Where are we heading ?

2009-03-16T22:17:00.001+08:00

The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings, but shorter tempers; wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints; we spend more, but have less; we buy more but enjoy it less.

We have bigger houses and smaller families; more conveniences, but less time; we have more degrees, but less sense; more knowledge, but less judgement; more experts, but more problems; more medicine, but less wellness.

We drink too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry too quickly, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom.
We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We've learned how to make a living, but not a life; We've added years to life, not life to years.

We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet the new neighbor. We've conquered outer space, but not inner space; We've done larger things, but not better things.

We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul; we've split the atom, but not our prejudice. We write more, but learn less; we plan more, but accomplish less.

We've learned to rush, but not to wait; we have higher incomes, but, lower morals.
We build more computers to hold more information to produce more copies than ever, but have less communication; We've become long on quantity, but short on quality.

These are the days of two incomes, but more divorce; of fancier houses, but broken homes.
These are the days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throw away morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill. Where are we heading ....?

If we die tomorrow, the company that we are working for could easily replace us in a matter of days. But the family we left behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives.
And come to think of it, we pour ourselves more into work than to our family an unwise investment indeed.

So what is the morale of the story????

Don't work too hard... and you know what's the full word of family?

FAMILY = (F)ATHER (A)ND (M)OTHER, (I) (L)OVE (Y)OU

The Desert Royal..

2009-02-22T01:17:00.012+08:00

Halluuuu..

This time around i want 2 share an interesting story book called, Desert Royal. as seen in picture author by Jean Sasson. actually one of my closest friend had lent it to me. since he found tht im too passionate with d hobby of reading, so in no time i will grab whtever books tht come 2 me.

ive spent abt 2 days 2 finish reading it. i must say tht reading d story makes me so amazed. I felt so fascinated with the story line. u know Y? coz d story actually is based on a true experience of a royal princess in saudi arabia, known as "Sultana". d book not only covers abt d life of a royal. but also highlighted issues such poverty,human/sex slave,woman's emancipation,islamic law,exploitation n so forth.

wht ive learned through the story - i felt so grateful 2b born as a woman here in malaysia.where there is always a room 2b heard, treated nicely by men, hv an oppurtunity as equal 2 men, we're not simply labeled as sex pleasure only.n d most important thing,we r FREE n Independent.

it was really an eye-opener when i read this book. coz rarely we find a story tht tells abt ppl who live in d middle east country.i really had a great time with d book. thanx 2 my dearest friend who approached it 2 me.

perhaps its not my day..

2009-02-06T20:22:00.006+08:00

well..u c..this is my score a day b4 the real tournament. i got 113-105-117. my bowl run smoothly during tht day. so njoy n i felt so relax. unfortunately, this doesnt happened this morning at the CCSP bowling tournament. guess im not performed very well, the way tht i can b. u know, when its come 4 tournament u'll sense another atmosphere. theres comes the tension, competing...everybody is concerntrate looking at ur game. coz u r partnership with the very well known ppl - mr mus.

poor me. only the 1st game i score more thn hundreds. started from 2nd game my game bcame worst. i lose my concerntration, my mood. just throw the ball 2 finish the game. so sorry 4 mr mus. although im not perform better he kept motivate me till the end.

n i bet,if is not bcoz of him..of course it is no chance 4 our team 2b listed as the "3rd highest score team" among others. really thankful 2 my teammate. u hv covered me up,man..

a big clap 4 ur winning on the "men 1st highest score". u hv proven to all,mate..congratz!!~

bowling time..

2009-01-24T01:01:00.007+08:00

been practising skills on bowl. all 4 the upcoming tournament. im sure it wld b great event coz so far ive heard so many contestant r participating. will there by any chance my team gonna make it 2 the top winner? the prizes shld not b wasteful 2 b taken. whtever tht is..the most importnt thing is being 2gether, hv fun. probably its gonna b the last time. coz after this every1 will be separated doing their own OJT.
so,common guys..come out n play!!~

p/s : not bad,kam..recalling those days when ur score was only below 50.
but things gettin` better.n see..u r sitting at the same level of ur coach.
just strive 4 the "strike".hihi..

ini tahun ada "Ong"..

2009-01-23T23:32:00.010+08:00

hello,everyone...
well..since we r on the mood of "kong hey fat choy" (everything comes in red spcially @the mall,decorations,oranges etc.), i'd like 2 bring up one snap shot tht was taken by a very close friend of mine. u see,in chinese they used 2 hv a lunar calendar which reflected by certain animal like goat,rabbit,horse..bla3x..even "pig".hehe. so mine is fall in "dog" year. ppl who in the same category like me is born on 1958, 1970, 1994 and 2006. so,let see wht is the prediction for this year 2009. dare not 2 blive, just b part of it. n put it in a +ve way, so tht it can motivate u in life.

lets check out the pieces..

tht wht is call stdnts life..

2009-01-12T01:47:00.006+08:00

im having exam this week. 2b honestly,i dont hv enough preparation to all my papers. overload with unfinish asgmn n project, so my time is too packed. i just hope i can do well in my exam eventhough its the last minute study. this final exam means a lot 2 my graduation. just 4 days 2 live with the pain. n aftr tht i can relax myself awhile then start to finishing my group project. sincerely, im too afraid of our achievement on doing this project. since my teammate is not born to be a programmer, so the constrain n tension are there. whtever tht is, i just try my best to do wht i can. just dont expect it wld b as good as others. the most important thing, im graduate n it is the time to leave cosmo 4 own good

EL..

2008-12-06T14:46:00.010+08:00

Ry is coming soon. n i'm going home. but not 2 celebrate it but 2 look 4 d condition of my sist, my mom n 3 of my nephews. they hv been involved in a car accident few days ago. thank god all of them safe but sadly 2 found out tht my mom had broken his shoulder :-(

Kambing n kambing..

2008-12-02T11:35:00.005+08:00

Alhamdulillah..
at last,the heart beat turn 2 slow down after we done the presentation on goat project.hiii..
personally i do xcited abt the presentation coz i blieve tht is the only time whereby i can overcome my main weaknesses regardless the unspoken words..

as the opening presenter, i tried get 2gether all my strength.try 2b relax as i can.with a sense of humor, i want the audience get along with me also. i guess, this kind of trick work in order 2 reduce ur fear n shyness in front of the public.

overall. wht more i can say.i think our group presentantion had perform very well. with the slides design so creatively by me, i guess there we got the bonus. congratz 2 my team members 4 ur hardwork also. we did it,mate! praise 2 Allah..

hope the upcoming presentation 4 the final project will be succeed like this also..insyaAllah..

Sunway Lagoon..

2008-12-01T11:04:00.015+08:00

i guess..its not a surprise anymore tht last saturday i went 2 sunway lagoon.
i can see tht there r ppl yg "mrajuk" 4 being left behind.hihi..
well..so sorry abt tht. perhaps we should organize something bigger later so all of us can stick 2gether.how bout tht?

so,back 2 my story @sunway.wht more i can say..this time is another interesting n more njoyable moment.
ask me Y? coz luck is always in ours. no kiddin` bcoz..

1st - the weather is fine (even though kL is now in rainy season).
2nd - the place not 2 much crowded with ppl (even it was a school break).

3rd - there's a launching of Sony new notebook during tht time. many beautiful n hot sexy model promoting the labtop. there r also a fire dancing performance n the colourful fireworks.

n the best part is when they treat guest with a free dinner prepared by Sunway Pyramid Hotel. with the dishes like ayam panggang, sate, mee goreng, karipap, popia, sandwich, chocolate cake, fruits n so on.its all FREE n totally out of protocol. we sat n ate at a wooden table which located near the "beach".so relaxing.
ate as much as we want.kenyang sgt!

want 2 see all d pictures taken @Sunway? just feel free 2 drop by at my friendster.i'll b uploading some of `em soon.
farewell n see ya 4 the next story :-)

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

2008-11-26T11:37:00.001+08:00

Based on answering a survey, my EQ is categorize like this :

You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.

On an average day, you're quite happy, together, and content. You live your life well.
Your emotions aren't always stable, but you can go along with the ups and downs pretty well.

You tend to be motivated, energetic, focused, and level headed.
You see the world pretty rationally, and you don't tend to over dramatize things. When things are bad, you know they eventually have to get better.

Blogger@PD

2008-11-26T09:13:00.003+08:00

Hallo,guys. This time we meet again..n yes..a new story at a new destination :-)

Well, 2 begin with I’d like 2 tell u tht the destination tht we (of course 2b mentioned..the trip was 2gether with ina,hanafi n myself) choose is in the area of Negeri 9. The place is called Port Dickson or better known as PD. For all who didn’t know much abt PD, it is actually one of the main attraction 4 tourist as well as local 2 relax n enjoy at the beach.

So,our journey took abt 1 hour by car across the MRRII highway. We past Sg. Besi n after tht came 2 Seremban. U don’t hv 2 worry if u’re hungry along the way, coz there r many “RnR” (tmpt hntian rehat) which r available 4 u 2 hv nasi lemak,nasi cmpr, mee gorng,burger etc. The price is reasonable yet affordable.

I’m not really sure when the exactly time we reach at PD.wht I can tell...during tht time the atmosphere is so hot on a bright sunny day. So not to waste much of the time, we walked around n found there are many “pondok” been set up to sell things.Started from the branded clothes, shoes, toys, souvenirs, picnic equipment, PD also offers a place for bundle lovers ( like helas :-P ). As for us, we just bought some “tikar”, sun glasses, a ball for us to play n nice short pants to wore.

N yeah..its a luck for 3 of us to come at this time coz Saturday is the day for the big “pasar malam”. So, its no big deal 4 us 2 get some delicious n cheapest food. (yummy2..).

well, back 2 the beach..want to know wht we done there? Ehmm..let me simplify like this k :

Beach - Of cource main air la.mndi pntai, main pasir, vollevball,soccer. (layang2 n sukaneka we all just tengok org main..hihi)

Banana boat - How can I say. Rasenyer,byk2 aktvt ni la the most outstanding n outrageous. Only 10rgt per ride for 1 person, it we’ll bring u for an experience to “fall” into the water. The hardest part is 2 climb back up 2 the banana coz ur body is heavy due to the wet of water.

Other than that, sure the “photo” session to record all the memories. If u stay there until night, u’ll find there r ppl who set up camp fire right bside at their camp site n also the karaoke tht hear out loud from the “pasar mlm” area. Hell yeah..not 4gotten to “pusing2” ke PD town. U’ll hardly see there is no shop open.even though the clock is still 9 0’ck.but then pizza hut n 24 hours kfc r still available.

On the way back, lets stop awhile at Putrajaya. U’ll definitely find how big, beautiful n sophisticated d place are. But it is only open until 12 mdnight. A police whistle will wake u up n asked u 2 leave the place. So, thts the story of my journey 2gether with ina n hanafi. Watch out 4 our next trip. Guess where will it b??

Blve in urself..

2008-11-12T14:35:00.005+08:00

Alhamdulillah..
that is the word which came out after we hv succeed submitted our proposal for the final project.
B4 this, my mind keep on thinking about it. wht kind of system are we going to develop? i'm not from IT background.IT or whtever related to computer isn't my interest at all. so how possibly i can think any topic for the project? n worst, am i able to do it?

having a member group who labeled as "clever" really a bonus. you dont hv 2 suffer much coz he/she will cover up all ur work. but then, if i just act as a parasites in tht group will i get the satisfaction at the end of it? of course not.

i know im not good in this field, but i do blve i can learn how to do it. develop a system i know wasnt so easy as it seems.especially for our team mmber who "sit on the same level" with me.heh :-) but how can baby able to walk if he didnt try to,right? so,the possibility is there. we can if we think we can..yeah thts the spirit!

Genting..

2008-10-19T14:33:00.023+08:00

Last Thursday, dated 16th October 2008; I went to Genting Highlands together with Ina n Hanafi. Actually, we’ve been planned for this trip not so long ago before the semester break of Hari Raya. As raya is the time where we can collect so much “duit raya”, so we thought that it wld b wasteful if the $ is not spent for a nice vacation.

At first, we planned to go to Pangkor Island. As a couple of friends said that it is the best n enjoyable place 2 go for a holiday. Inspite of beautiful beaches, it also offered a place for people to experience the scuba diving activity. Unfortunately, due to some technically n financially problem; we r not able to fulfill our dream to visit Pangkor.

So to b not disappointed we planned to Genting. It is the 2nd time actually we’ve been there. The 1st time we went was on the end of ramadhan. The idea just came all of sudden after we broke our fasting. By the time we reached there it was almost midnight. All of the rides were already closed. So, the only thing we can do is enjoyed the fresh n coldy air.

A journey to Genting by a car wasn’t really a right decision. Coz Genting road is very known as a “snake”. Drove up to the hills is ok but going down was a nightmare! Without an experienced n competence driver, a tragic accident can b happen at anytime. Mostly during a rainy day when the road is so slippery.

Alhamdulillah, luck is still on our side. N all of this photos succeded being taken n published in this post. B4 I end my writing, I’d like to express my fully gratitudes n thanks 2 my friend who worked at Genting. Without his helped, sure we can not get 50% discount to play all the games n also ate at the staff café where the food is much more cheaper n more varieties. So, here’s the photos!

Raya in d mood..

2008-10-13T13:43:00.008+08:00

Raya3x…seems come 2 d end. After about 2 wks holiday, its time 2 get back. Well, talking about my xperience on hr ry..i wd say this year is x an enjoyable ry I hv.

Im celebrating ry at my sist house at some place call Kota Belud. My sist “little own community” wld b her husband, her 5 younger kids n my mom who is also staying with her. So, as Kb is x really my hometown where I used 2 live n raised..so im x really happy 2b here.

Compare 2 Tawau, there r many relatives can b visit during hr ry. I also hv so many friends over there. So many place I can hangout too. Day n night the place just alive. Here, 2 go 2 d nearest town is x 2 easy. Since im x really “capable” 2 drive, tht coz me more trouble. D best place 2 hang out in here is go 2 Kota Kinabalu. Took about 45 mnts on a ride by car n 15 rgt per taxi.

KK hs been through with a lot of improvement. I could see theres many big n luxury mall been built. D new mall is call 1Borneo. Its d largest hypermall n it has bcome a major attraction 2 shoppers n ppl in KK.

Back 2 my xperience on this ry, I wd say its *@&#$! Other thn eating ketupat, rndang (my fvrite) n all ry dishes, I felt nothing seem so interesting. Started from day 1, I just stayed back at home while my sist n d rest went 2 visit ppl house.

D big moment came on day 3 where we hv open house. So many ppl came, but I’d rather choosed 2 bz myself in d kitchen instead of treated guest in front. D open house went so damn well since most of the dishes nasi minyak, nasi briyani, rndang, chicken curry, ayam masak merah, prawn, acar was finished.

So day by day I just stayed at home. Wasting my time with tv shows, crossword puzzle book. N yeah..x 2 mntioned its really3x hard 2 get maxis phone coverage in my house. Can u imagine how boring lifes gonna b without a phone! Grrrr..

n how I really100x miss my bf who celebrating his ry @ twu 2gether with his family. If I was in twu also, sure we can hang out even d clock is already past mdnight. Im sure his missing me a lot too.

Well, thts d story of my 2008 ry. Im thinking how about my ry on 2009. perhaps it’ll b > special. Aha..I hope so. Well, thts it folks. I think it’d b better if I get back 2 sleep. D time now is 5 am in a coldy night. N im writing this bunch of words on my text msges through my cellphone. Hoping 2 publish it on my blog later.

So there u goes d story. Back 2 sleep coz my flight 2 KL will b on 4 o’ck 2morrow. Still hv d time. Bubye all n c ya on d next post. Wld it b?

No turning back

2008-10-13T13:39:00.002+08:00

Well..back 2 KL.back 2 normal life. cosmo,asgmn,hostel..so thts wht ppl normally say – student’s life. wht a routine,I wd say.

Well, a quote says, “life hs 2 mv on”. I believe it hs 2. coz by sitting all day counting d day 2 past..its just killing. Nobody knows hows their life gonna b in d future. Sometimes eventhough u hv plan so well, but times will tell is it work according 2 ur plan or x.
recalling my time when I hd my 1st degree, my stereotype thought just told me..after my graduation, of course I’ll b hunting 4 a job. Earn my own cash then from there..when im fully stable I will look 4ward 2 hv a family. Husband,loving n beautiful kids,ya know. But who knows,after 2 years graduation I still here. 2gether with d rest,struggling finish a degree in comp software spcialist.

2b honest, I don’t really think im “in” 2 it. After all this long study in this field, I hardly see my enthusiasm in this field. I just felt tht its x me. I do study, do all d asgmn given, try 2 achieve as much as I can during d exam. But then I still feel d emptiness in my mind n my heart. Wht other choice do I hv. If this wht ppl think will guarantee u a bright future, so like it or x I hv 2 b with it. Its just sometimes im running out of my focus n keep thinking how misfortune myself compare 2 others.

Thank god, I hv some1 who always accompany n encourage me when I feel down. I guess, if it wasn’t bcoz of his support, I will x possibly hv a courage 2 move on.

2008-09-21T16:37:00.001+08:00

I Believe...

2008-08-08T16:42:00.001+08:00

I Believe...
That just because two people argue,
It doesn't mean they don't love each other.And just because they don't argue,It doesn't mean they do love each other.

I Believe...

That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.

I Believe...

That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.

I Believe...

That true friendship continues to grow, even overThe longest distance. Same goes for true love.

I Believe...

That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.

I Believe...

That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.

I Believe...

That you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.

I Believe...

That you can keep going long after you think you can't.

I Believe...

That we are responsible for what we do,
No matter how we feel.

I Believe...

That either you control your attitude or it controls you.

I Believe...

That heroes are the people who do what has to be doneWhen it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.

I Believe...

That money is a lousy way of keeping score.

I Believe...

That my best friend and I, can do anything, or nothing and have the best time.

I Believe...

That sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down, will be the ones to help you get back up.

I Believe...

That sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.

I Believe...

That maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated.

I Believe...

That it isn't always enough, to be forgiven by others.
Sometimes, you have to learn to forgive yourself.

I Believe...

That no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.

I Believe...

That our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but, we are responsible for who we become.

I Believe...

That you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life Forever.

I Believe...

Two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.

I Believe...

That your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don't even know you.

I Believe...

That even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you - you will find the strength to help.

I Believe...

That credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being.

I Believe...

That the people you care about most in life are taken from you too soon.

I Believe...'

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything.

all bout blogs..

2008-07-27T00:45:00.010+08:00

if u noticed, ive added some more blog lists in my collections. among others r blogs from daphne iking(tv host), Dr.Mahathir(our former PM), Nicole(journalist), rocky's bru(d real politics criticsm) n lastly some good link to ITech blogs.

i'll bet somebody hd the q - "wht makes them so special tht personally i've make them highlighted?". d answer is just simple - bcoz in some practical way i do n really adore all of them.

Daphne Iking - instead of known her as some of tv personality..not so many knows tht she's actually born n raised in Sabah. wht a coincident to me..heh..n wht surprise me more is tht her english was really damn good! i wish i can b like her.talkative..n can speak english just like the flow of water.when u hd english,then ppl will put more respect on u.n b just like her,english hv given her advantage to travel across d world.i wish i can do tht..hmm..

Dr.Mahathir - well..dont think i hv introduce much about him coz everybody knows him,right.even d world knows about malaysia through him.since our politics area unstable here in there..i just felt tht Dr.M thoughts through his blog still benefecial 2 read.just hv a look how this brilliant leader gv his view on certain issues.

Nicole - if im not mistaken is a journalist of NST or STAR.it happened 1 day when i read through her column.4got already wht her stories but her writing really impress me much.

Rocky's bru - this blogger actually recommended 2 me by my english lectr.i bet he knows how interest i am with the politics.well..actually im not really into tht.its just part of general knowledge.knowing all d current issues including politics just part of my reading hobby.

ITech's blog - i think this blog is useful 4 IT students like us 2 gain our knowledge about d latest IT. feel free 2 drop by at my blog to link with this blog. hope we'll get something good from it.

FuNny

2008-07-23T22:14:00.009+08:00

truly madly deeply

2008-07-15T20:22:00.008+08:00

hrmm..seem 2b a long2 time i didnt write. how i miss my own blog (ouhh..). seing everybody always with their new posts..wish i could b just like 'em..hmm..

well..the new semester hd just startd. i could c how serious n xcited my friends with it..trying 2b good, focus (even the lesson havent yet startd..heh). well, good 4 them. wish them luck in whtever they wish 4.

as 4 me..i guess things were just like the same. lifes move on.. so wht else i can do. just b part of it. if i can survive in it..lucky me. if its look like not..better b awake from now..heh!

uhm..how miserable i think my mood right now. i think..its all bcoz of missing somebody..really badly. ya know..b4 this he always ready 4 u. by ur side all the time. but all of sudden he's not there..leave u all alone..
how i miss all the time we hd share 2gether. anywhere..times flies, right..
counting d day 4 him to come back...

semester break

2008-07-07T18:48:00.004+08:00

wht a relieve when the semester come to the end. after all the struggle n hardwork, now its a time to rest n get the time as much as u want. 4 those whom they kampung is just nearby, wht a holiday 2b spent 2gether with ur loving family. as 4 sabahans like me, well..surely seem 2b nothing special during this whole week. (unless ader org confirm nk ajak makan2 kat rumah..ah-ha! looking 4ward to it..heh!!~)

5 semester just past. of course theres a lot of memories tht been through. happiness, sadness just part of the cycle. but somehow it gives something valuable experience in life.i felt sorry if i did something tht the meaning is wrongly taken. for some reason, im just a little human being.n u can see how naive i am when its come to the human interaction. whtever tht is, ppl learn through mistake,right.

ahh..end with the gloomy mood.. lets see wht else i hv during this semester break. i think some weapon i had just my story book (the 1 who lend it 4 me) n others..just a tv programme n zzzz..
heh!!~
wish my friends enjoy they holiday. balek kmpung jangan lupe bawak ape yg patut. sdkah amal jariah 2 sgt d tuntut..

Critical thinking

2008-06-28T18:29:00.004+08:00

nothing much to story about. i dont know wheres on earth the whole idea run 4 his live (heh!). been wondering how come the sunnysideup always had his stories ya. in fact, at the beginning somebody told me that he had no idea how he can start his blog. but now..i myself cant stop reading all the stuff in his update.

well..well..since the exam is just around the corner, i just want to wish my fellow friends gud luck in their studies. n farewell also since we will be separate for our specialize. wish u all the best in whtever u up to. dont 4get to keep in touch in blogs..

cuti2 malaysia

2008-06-23T23:26:00.009+08:00

last weekend i got fever. not the soccer fever la. really im suffered with flu (once again not that bird flu laa). but thank god. the good thing when i got sick, nothing happened to be so serious. even im sick, ppl still could see me as healthy as usual. some ppl said, "demam2 ni x blh layan sgt". coz, all is psychology. when u think u r healthy (n beauty..heh!), then it shows exactly in ur face. so, same to me. eventhough im sick, but on saturday i still managed to go n hv a visit at our famous "taman negara".heh!!~

to list down it..first i went to tmn rama2. unfortunately the entrance fee cost rm17 per adult. wht a big amount, i think. so i just move on to tmn burung which is just nearby to it. but then, the fee also took about rm15 per entrance. so, i guess i hv to try at another place. might b theres somewhere which i can afford. then i proceed to the planetarium negara. with only rm1, i'm able to let myself turn into the space world. having some pictures over there (to b mentioned with the handsome spaceman,mr muszafar syukor :-) ) i continue my journey to tmn orchid. as for woman like me, it was really an interesting place to visit. if u walk a little bit further, then u can see theres tmn bunga raya. theres a lovely arc over there where u dont want to b miss out to take a shot. lastly, ive decided to go to the national monument. (mcm dlm iklan kat tv tue..rumah cik maimon..heh!!~) really theres a beautiful n historical scene over there. u should try it,guys.

psst:- u better see all my pictures at the places mentioned.

Blood donation

2008-06-18T16:47:00.004+08:00

oopst! im running out of time right now. its almost 5 o'c. hv to finish it up faster or i might miss the bus. actually..since the mood is there..i think its better that i share with all of u my experience when i went through my 1st experience of donating blood.

i know for all of u think it is nothing interesting bout it.But 4 me, personally i think that the intention to donate blood is a valuable moment. all this while i hv never thought of joining the programmes. but this time, i dont know..the spirit just come to me. somebody asked me.."whats the use of doing that?" well,the simple anwer that i gave back is - just because i want it too. n think if i don't start now,then when will it b. in fact, im just thinking that maybe someday i'm the one who really need the blood donation. u never know..

well, the bus is coming i think. see ya guys later with another postings. for those who have not been through the experience with donating blood..u better hv a try. coz ya never know..all this time.."tak pernah lagi ader yg mati sbb derma darah(kalau itu yg anda takut`n sgt)."orang yg mati sbb perlu`n darah kiter ader laa". so, renung2kan..selamat b`amal jariah! wassalam..

Fght 4 ur right!

2008-06-18T16:38:00.006+08:00

hey,hv u all read my previous post? tht one is actually forwarded to me from someone. i think its quite interesting to share with all of u. specially the women.. reading through the article i think will gv u a view what exactly a man thinks when they see us. so, examine urself. which 1 do u were belong to - "perempuan yg lawa ker or x lawa"..hihi..
come on,guys..stand up n tell me ur right to fight it back! hidup org pompuan!

Boikot perempuan

2008-06-18T16:36:00.002+08:00

Kalau perempuan lawa pendiam
Lelaki akan cakap:: woow, ciri-ciri isteri idaman...
kalau perempuan tak lawa pendiam
Lelaki akan cakap: eh tak reti komunikasi

kalau perempuan lawa berbuat jahat
Lelaki akan kata: musti ada krisis dalaman
nih...kesian
kalau perempuan tak lawa berbuat jahat
Lelaki akan cakap: dah la tak lawa, perangai pulak
huduh...
kalau perempuan lawa menolong Lelaki yg
diganggu
Lelaki akan cakap: heroin sejati...!
kalau perempuan tak lawa menolong Lelaki yang
diganggu
Lelaki akan kata: taktik nak ngorat le tu...

kalau perempuan lawa dapat Lelaki hensem
Lelaki akan kata: ok gak la....
kalau perempuan tak lawa dapat Lelaki hensem
Lelaki akan kata: kesian..mesti kena bomoh lelaki
tuh!

kalau perempuan lawa ditinggal kekasih
Lelaki akan kata: buta kayu betul mamat tu....
kalau perempuan tak lawa ditinggal kekasih
Lelaki akan kata:...patut pun kena reject...

kalau perempuan lawa penyayang binatang
Lelaki akan cakap: perasaannya halus...penuh
kasih sayang
kalau perempuan tak lawa penyayang binatang
Lelaki akan cakap: sesama keluarga memang
harus menyayangi...

kalau perempuan lawa bawa BMW
Lelaki akan cakap: ntah dato' mana bela nih....
kalau perempuan tak lawa bawa BMW
Lelaki akan cakap: musti anak org kaya nih.....

kalau perempuan lawa tak mau bergambar
Lelaki akan cakap: pasti takut kalau2 gambarnya
tersebar
kalau perempuan tak lawa tak mau bergambar
Lelaki akan kata: sedar pun diri...

kalau perempuan lawa menuang air ke gelas lelaki
Lelaki akan cakap: caring sungguh....
kalau perempuan tak lawa menuang air ke gelas
lelaki
Lelaki akan cakap: nak tunjuk caring le tu....

kalau perempuan lawa bersedih hati
Lelaki akan cakap: dont worry..i will make u happy
forever
kalau perempuan tak lawa bersedih hati
Lelaki akan kata: sikit2 nak nangis!! mengada2...

kalau perempuan lawa masak
Lelaki akan kata: dah la lawa, pandai masak pulak
tu...
kalau perempuan tak lawa masak
Lelaki akan cakap: ntah sedap ke tak????

kalau perempuan lawa main2 miss call
Lelaki akan kata: takpe...
kalau perempuan tak lawa main2 miss call
Lelaki akan cakap: ko ni takde keja lain ke... sibuk
ni tau..

kalau perempuan lawa hantar2 email
Lelaki akan kata: sukenya....
kalau perempuan tak lawa hantar2 email
Lelaki akan cakap: balik2 email dia...boring aku

attention!

2008-06-16T10:16:00.003+08:00

asmekom..
well,thanks to drop by at my blog. as u can see there is no new postings.
u can get that whenever i come up with a good story yea. right now im just thinking to attack others blogs with a comment. attention..fire!! guess who the one yg kene..

2008-06-09T10:35:00.000+08:00

haha..so funny when one of my classmates told my result for java paper. as much as i expected, i didnt do well in that paper. i didn't felt any dissapointed for that. coz i know where on earth is my level. studying here in cosmo, taking all the computer programme is not really my interest. but what other choice do i hv.. poor me.

i just think that i'm not an analytical person. since my schooling i just dont luv the mathematics subjets. never failed on that, but just didn't take it so seriously as other subjcets. only when i study for a degree at uum then i get started to work hard on it. what a surprised, i scored the paper. same to the course i take, social work. it is not my choice also, just being offered to me. at first, i don't hv any interest at all. but, i tried to love it. as ppl said, "love whatever u do, inspite of do whatever u love"..coz in real life u'll find that theres no guarantee that u'll get what u want..
then,try whatever comes ahead..

the confidence of a blogger

2008-06-09T10:04:00.000+08:00

it's good to see the progress of the students bloggs. quit unbelievable how blogs brought all the english students 2gether. even we dont not know each other, but it is nice to read their writing. some has a very2 good in language. felt that i was far2 n left behind compare to `em. reading through their blog, i don't know what to write in my blog - thats actually the main reason why i didn't post anything at my blog during the vacation :-) .
never think that my blog will be for their attention as well. n with no interesting story to share, i thought it is better to keep away for a while from writing. thank god, somebody changed my mind to live n take a breath again..

A day to begin

2008-06-09T09:35:00.000+08:00

back to blogging..its been my first day since i came back after a fine2 holiday. feel empty on my mind..what will be going happen today. meeting friends - what sort of impressions they will have when their see me, the lecturers - who find i was absent for a couple of weeks, the submission of my assignment..(hell yeah..haven't finished it 2b honest..hihi).

then a monday begins..
surprisingly when i walk in to the class i found that it was english class. how i forgotten the timetable had been changed! felt like i just woke up from day dreaming..heh! but it was a good started i think. coz, having a short chit-chat with him give me some encouragement to move on, look up ahead..and believe in myself. all this long, i always run away from having a chat with him.coz im too shy that i can't speak very well like others. i tried to overcome it. hv 2 read more after this.

p/s : expecting the ghost story book.

there's a friend..

2008-06-03T23:36:00.000+08:00

all of ppl were surrounded of ppls who called as a "friend".
let see how i think what exactly a "friend" is.

there's a friend who just like an actor.
meaning, in front of u, she just look good as an angel.. but on the other side she's the one who stab at ur back.

there's a friend who just like a clown.
meaning, she will stay only for a happy moment.. but when there's a time u feelin' sad, u'll find that there is nobody around u.

there's a friend who just like a parasite.
meaning, she will stick with u only when she felt that there's something there need from u.. but once they feel u r not useful anymore, they will dump u anytime, just like that.

there's a friend who just like a (name it urself)
meaning, they afraid u'll be the best from them..
so they neglect u, let urself alone in nowhere. in fact, u hv never thinking that u r good as they thought it b.

tawau in May..

2008-06-03T22:11:00.000+08:00

as far as you all know, this whole week im spending my time back at my hometown in tawau.
it was a great place actually.how i miss all this time to come back once again to this town (since i hv another 'kampong' to going back).

as it is school break, tawau become happening again. why im saying this bcoz May is the month for ceremony. Once u'll get here, u'll find that everywhere there's people busy doing the preparation for wedding n kenduri. dont b surprise if u received 5 to 6 invitation in one day. everybody seems to take this opportunity to make their kenduri. As tawau peoples name it, kenduri "naik ayun", "gunting rambut","bsunat"..the ceremony just like one in KL but here uniquely there are many races applied their different cultures.

"Bugis" of course is the major group in tawau. basically they origin is from indonesia. they hv their own language but they can speak n understand malay in daily. Other than that there are races like banjar, jawa, tidong, suluk, brunei, buton, timur, tator, bajau.

Speaking about wedding ceremony, my cousins who actually twins had their wedding day with their soul-partner. The wedding lasting for about 3 days, started from friday for the "nikah", saturday for "makan2" at the bridegroom's house n sunday at the bride side.

Having their wedding, all of our family busy with the kenduri. n thats coz me so tired for a couple of days. The trip for the holiday isn't be restful as ever. But it is ok coz there'll be a time where im the one who'll be serve just like one they hv now.wondering when it be..

p/s : tired of listening ppl's asking,"so when is ur turn?".hurm..

announcement on board..

2008-05-28T16:43:00.000+08:00

to those who owez YM with me, i'll like 2 inform that my email address has change to
yankumicha@yahoo.com. this is due 2 some technical problem..heee..

since i'll be "missing" for next becoming week, feel free to email me at the new email ok.
k then.bubye all.
wish me a pleasant n nice trip 4 da holiday..

to those who'll b sitting 4 the exam, gud luck.no toyol2 ok.somebody's watching..na na..

what an idea

2008-05-27T13:07:00.000+08:00

sawadikap kap krungkap..gegege

i just felt that the idea to come up with a blog was really a good idea.
im saying that because through this blog i can express all my thought, feelings, some comments that it is hardly for me to spell it out (wondering why is it so hard..hmm..)

dont be surprise or.. perhaps get me wrong.. if u'll find that mostly in my written im using english (a broken english with a grammatical error).i dont mean to show off.just like many others, i also need to learn, improve and get use to it everday.
apology for my this such of policy..

tension on the rise 2day..

2008-05-27T11:04:00.000+08:00

haiyoo..so tengsen 2day..
having 'ploblem' with my email adress.whenever somebody email me the msg showed "msg succesfully sent".but when i checked my inbox msg there's no new email for the day.that was so irritating! n that sort of thing slow down my work, cause me trouble to pass up my progress to my english lecture.i don't want because of that he has bad assumption on me..lazy, not being seriously..

Cuti - cuti Malaysia..

2008-05-26T10:14:00.000+08:00

This weekend probably my last since i`ll not be around starting from thursday.yeah..i'm going to fly back to my hometown..what a day to be count..i can't wait..
so,as usual as it be..i have to make some window shopping for my mom,sis,aunts,my cutey2 nephews.of course they provide me the money or else..nothings to be bring as "ole-ole".then, yesterday i went to msjd india n do some bargain here n there.with so many things i hardly to choose the better one.n..the shopping become part 2 today.what else i have to buy..sick of thinking of it..

What a monday

2008-05-26T09:09:00.000+08:00

Today all of sudden our lecturer ask all of us to create a blog. And as usual, he came early than the exactly time he suppose to come. But the thing is, today.. i know something is not seem as before. Thank god to the last friday where we had a nice chat..natural as it be..and to be honest i'm feeling very comfortable talk with him than never. Perhaps all this time the language barrier make us apart. But..i know i need more improvement and as he said, "try not to be afraid to talk". i know he can see my strength as much as i do..but a little courage was really helpfull to make a start.
Thank you, my dear sir..