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I have move 2 another new blog. just want 2b free in expressing my thoughts. without any1 who knows me, know my story. i just want 2b independent. thts all.

Where i spent my day this weekend

Yeah..Malaysia Book Fair is back!!

For all books lover, this is d event tht we shld not miss out.
started from 2day till last of sunday next week, u'll get so much time to look 4 ur books.

ive been there during my lunch time. im so xcited seing all those books.
there are many booth been set up. d books came in all varieties. magazines, comics, reference books for school kids, motivational books, novels etc.

wish my sist n nephews were here also. sure they gonna luv 2c all the books offered.

so,2morrow im gonna hv my 2nd trip 2 d fair. i rather choose 2 come alone. so tht i can hv as much time n feel free in selecting d books. coming along with friends somehow can cause u trouble when they r missing to nowhere. in fact, different ppl hv their own interest. so its not easy 2 get along.

aha! let c how much i spent 4 this fair.

My OJT experience..

well..sedar x sdar its already 1 month ive gone through with my OJT.
time is running so fast. looking back right from the beginning, i wld say ive done nothing.
everyday is d same. i just sitting there njoy d time as much as i like. surfing d net, hv a chit chat with my colleague. sometimes it makes me bored. but i am more grateful 4 there r no task given 2 me.

so wht i like most abt my work place? huurmm..

• geographically...i luv d location. its not too far from my house. 2 reach there, it only requires me to take a Rapid bus. cost 2 ringgit per day (go n return using d same ticket). it is more convenient than taking a train where crowded people disallow u even 2 breath!
• structurally...my office is cool. i'll post some of d pict later in d end. my desk is located just outside of ur boss's room. of course, he can see me right through since there was only a wall of glass separated.
• socially...all d staff is Ok, nice. there were only 6 (including boss) permanent workers. but there r 3 other practical stdnts. its not difficult 2 mingle since all of them are malay. my boss is very sporting. A doctorate yet very humble, nice, single n supportive.
• timely...u r not too "terikat". work start at 8 since it is half of govmnt body. coming late is still un4given. but moderate..dont misused d advntge. u can start ur work in anytime. after u finish ur brkfast. theres a corner in there where everybody can lepak at d sofa n makan. basic needs like junk food r prepared by d company. dont b shy 2 finish it. time 2 go home start at 5. but normally they r all stay back n layan d intrnet.
• freely...yup its my luck bcoz when i start my OJT there, they were in a period of having IT training 2 other deprtment. so d gd thing abt it was..our deprtment can hv "makan free" served by catering. startd from brkfast, lunch, tea time. it last abt 3 weeks. so knyang everyday. save budget..
• routinely...like i said earlier i done nothing everyday. d pressure is 0. just sitting there, answer d phone if its needed, understand d system. only just abt d past few days, after i complained 2 my boss tht i hv nothing 2 do then he decided 2 give me a task. a simple task where i hv 2 develop a system 4 d office user. quite simple though, but d hardest thing is it shld perform PHP language. smthg which i hv not learn at all b4. my boss realize it. but he advised me to take d challenge as a part of learning. it might b beneficial 4 me in d future. just feel free 2 ask anything related. he'll guide me till i succeed.
• lastly..wht more i can say. i am happy to hv an experience OJT in tht place. but since everything is in malay, i dont really think it is best 4 me. coz all this long i am trying harder 2 b gd in english.

Where are we heading ?

The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings, but shorter tempers; wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints; we spend more, but have less; we buy more but enjoy it less.

We have bigger houses and smaller families; more conveniences, but less time; we have more degrees, but less sense; more knowledge, but less judgement; more experts, but more problems; more medicine, but less wellness.

We drink too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry too quickly, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom.
We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We've learned how to make a living, but not a life; We've added years to life, not life to years.

We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet the new neighbor. We've conquered outer space, but not inner space; We've done larger things, but not better things.

We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul; we've split the atom, but not our prejudice. We write more, but learn less; we plan more, but accomplish less.

We've learned to rush, but not to wait; we have higher incomes, but, lower morals.
We build more computers to hold more information to produce more copies than ever, but have less communication; We've become long on quantity, but short on quality.

These are the days of two incomes, but more divorce; of fancier houses, but broken homes.
These are the days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throw away morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill. Where are we heading ....?

If we die tomorrow, the company that we are working for could easily replace us in a matter of days. But the family we left behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives.
And come to think of it, we pour ourselves more into work than to our family an unwise investment indeed.

So what is the morale of the story????

Don't work too hard... and you know what's the full word of family?

FAMILY = (F)ATHER (A)ND (M)OTHER, (I) (L)OVE (Y)OU

The Desert Royal..

Halluuuu..

This time around i want 2 share an interesting story book called, Desert Royal. as seen in picture author by Jean Sasson. actually one of my closest friend had lent it to me. since he found tht im too passionate with d hobby of reading, so in no time i will grab whtever books tht come 2 me.

ive spent abt 2 days 2 finish reading it. i must say tht reading d story makes me so amazed. I felt so fascinated with the story line. u know Y? coz d story actually is based on a true experience of a royal princess in saudi arabia, known as "Sultana". d book not only covers abt d life of a royal. but also highlighted issues such poverty,human/sex slave,woman's emancipation,islamic law,exploitation n so forth.

wht ive learned through the story - i felt so grateful 2b born as a woman here in malaysia.where there is always a room 2b heard, treated nicely by men, hv an oppurtunity as equal 2 men, we're not simply labeled as sex pleasure only.n d most important thing,we r FREE n Independent.

it was really an eye-opener when i read this book. coz rarely we find a story tht tells abt ppl who live in d middle east country.i really had a great time with d book. thanx 2 my dearest friend who approached it 2 me.

perhaps its not my day..

well..u c..this is my score a day b4 the real tournament. i got 113-105-117. my bowl run smoothly during tht day. so njoy n i felt so relax. unfortunately, this doesnt happened this morning at the CCSP bowling tournament. guess im not performed very well, the way tht i can b. u know, when its come 4 tournament u'll sense another atmosphere. theres comes the tension, competing...everybody is concerntrate looking at ur game. coz u r partnership with the very well known ppl - mr mus.


poor me. only the 1st game i score more thn hundreds. started from 2nd game my game bcame worst. i lose my concerntration, my mood. just throw the ball 2 finish the game. so sorry 4 mr mus. although im not perform better he kept motivate me till the end.

n i bet,if is not bcoz of him..of course it is no chance 4 our team 2b listed as the "3rd highest score team" among others. really thankful 2 my teammate. u hv covered me up,man..


a big clap 4 ur winning on the "men 1st highest score". u hv proven to all,mate..congratz!!~

bowling time..

been practising skills on bowl. all 4 the upcoming tournament. im sure it wld b great event coz so far ive heard so many contestant r participating. will there by any chance my team gonna make it 2 the top winner? the prizes shld not b wasteful 2 b taken. whtever tht is..the most importnt thing is being 2gether, hv fun. probably its gonna b the last time. coz after this every1 will be separated doing their own OJT.
so,common guys..come out n play!!~


p/s : not bad,kam..recalling those days when ur score was only below 50.
but things gettin` better.n see..u r sitting at the same level of ur coach.
just strive 4 the "strike".hihi..

ini tahun ada "Ong"..

hello,everyone...
well..since we r on the mood of "kong hey fat choy" (everything comes in red spcially @the mall,decorations,oranges etc.), i'd like 2 bring up one snap shot tht was taken by a very close friend of mine. u see,in chinese they used 2 hv a lunar calendar which reflected by certain animal like goat,rabbit,horse..bla3x..even "pig".hehe. so mine is fall in "dog" year. ppl who in the same category like me is born on 1958, 1970, 1994 and 2006. so,let see wht is the prediction for this year 2009. dare not 2 blive, just b part of it. n put it in a +ve way, so tht it can motivate u in life.

lets check out the pieces..

tht wht is call stdnts life..

im having exam this week. 2b honestly,i dont hv enough preparation to all my papers. overload with unfinish asgmn n project, so my time is too packed. i just hope i can do well in my exam eventhough its the last minute study. this final exam means a lot 2 my graduation. just 4 days 2 live with the pain. n aftr tht i can relax myself awhile then start to finishing my group project. sincerely, im too afraid of our achievement on doing this project. since my teammate is not born to be a programmer, so the constrain n tension are there. whtever tht is, i just try my best to do wht i can. just dont expect it wld b as good as others. the most important thing, im graduate n it is the time to leave cosmo 4 own good

EL..

Ry is coming soon. n i'm going home. but not 2 celebrate it but 2 look 4 d condition of my sist, my mom n 3 of my nephews. they hv been involved in a car accident few days ago. thank god all of them safe but sadly 2 found out tht my mom had broken his shoulder :-(

Kambing n kambing..

Alhamdulillah..
at last,the heart beat turn 2 slow down after we done the presentation on goat project.hiii..
personally i do xcited abt the presentation coz i blieve tht is the only time whereby i can overcome my main weaknesses regardless the unspoken words..

as the opening presenter, i tried get 2gether all my strength.try 2b relax as i can.with a sense of humor, i want the audience get along with me also. i guess, this kind of trick work in order 2 reduce ur fear n shyness in front of the public.

overall. wht more i can say.i think our group presentantion had perform very well. with the slides design so creatively by me, i guess there we got the bonus. congratz 2 my team members 4 ur hardwork also. we did it,mate! praise 2 Allah..

hope the upcoming presentation 4 the final project will be succeed like this also..insyaAllah..

Sunway Lagoon..

i guess..its not a surprise anymore tht last saturday i went 2 sunway lagoon.
i can see tht there r ppl yg "mrajuk" 4 being left behind.hihi..
well..so sorry abt tht. perhaps we should organize something bigger later so all of us can stick 2gether.how bout tht?

so,back 2 my story @sunway.wht more i can say..this time is another interesting n more njoyable moment.
ask me Y? coz luck is always in ours. no kiddin` bcoz..

1st - the weather is fine (even though kL is now in rainy season).
2nd - the place not 2 much crowded with ppl (even it was a school break).

3rd - there's a launching of Sony new notebook during tht time. many beautiful n hot sexy model promoting the labtop. there r also a fire dancing performance n the colourful fireworks.

n the best part is when they treat guest with a free dinner prepared by Sunway Pyramid Hotel. with the dishes like ayam panggang, sate, mee goreng, karipap, popia, sandwich, chocolate cake, fruits n so on.its all FREE n totally out of protocol. we sat n ate at a wooden table which located near the "beach".so relaxing.
ate as much as we want.kenyang sgt!

want 2 see all d pictures taken @Sunway? just feel free 2 drop by at my friendster.i'll b uploading some of `em soon.
farewell n see ya 4 the next story :-)

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

Based on answering a survey, my EQ is categorize like this :

You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.

On an average day, you're quite happy, together, and content. You live your life well.
Your emotions aren't always stable, but you can go along with the ups and downs pretty well.

You tend to be motivated, energetic, focused, and level headed.
You see the world pretty rationally, and you don't tend to over dramatize things. When things are bad, you know they eventually have to get better.

Blogger@PD

Hallo,guys. This time we meet again..n yes..a new story at a new destination :-)

Well, 2 begin with I’d like 2 tell u tht the destination tht we (of course 2b mentioned..the trip was 2gether with ina,hanafi n myself) choose is in the area of Negeri 9. The place is called Port Dickson or better known as PD. For all who didn’t know much abt PD, it is actually one of the main attraction 4 tourist as well as local 2 relax n enjoy at the beach.

So,our journey took abt 1 hour by car across the MRRII highway. We past Sg. Besi n after tht came 2 Seremban. U don’t hv 2 worry if u’re hungry along the way, coz there r many “RnR” (tmpt hntian rehat) which r available 4 u 2 hv nasi lemak,nasi cmpr, mee gorng,burger etc. The price is reasonable yet affordable.

I’m not really sure when the exactly time we reach at PD.wht I can tell...during tht time the atmosphere is so hot on a bright sunny day. So not to waste much of the time, we walked around n found there are many “pondok” been set up to sell things.Started from the branded clothes, shoes, toys, souvenirs, picnic equipment, PD also offers a place for bundle lovers ( like helas :-P ). As for us, we just bought some “tikar”, sun glasses, a ball for us to play n nice short pants to wore.

N yeah..its a luck for 3 of us to come at this time coz Saturday is the day for the big “pasar malam”. So, its no big deal 4 us 2 get some delicious n cheapest food. (yummy2..).

well, back 2 the beach..want to know wht we done there? Ehmm..let me simplify like this k :

Beach - Of cource main air la.mndi pntai, main pasir, vollevball,soccer. (layang2 n sukaneka we all just tengok org main..hihi)

Banana boat - How can I say. Rasenyer,byk2 aktvt ni la the most outstanding n outrageous. Only 10rgt per ride for 1 person, it we’ll bring u for an experience to “fall” into the water. The hardest part is 2 climb back up 2 the banana coz ur body is heavy due to the wet of water.

Other than that, sure the “photo” session to record all the memories. If u stay there until night, u’ll find there r ppl who set up camp fire right bside at their camp site n also the karaoke tht hear out loud from the “pasar mlm” area. Hell yeah..not 4gotten to “pusing2” ke PD town. U’ll hardly see there is no shop open.even though the clock is still 9 0’ck.but then pizza hut n 24 hours kfc r still available.

On the way back, lets stop awhile at Putrajaya. U’ll definitely find how big, beautiful n sophisticated d place are. But it is only open until 12 mdnight. A police whistle will wake u up n asked u 2 leave the place. So, thts the story of my journey 2gether with ina n hanafi. Watch out 4 our next trip. Guess where will it b??

Blve in urself..

Alhamdulillah..
that is the word which came out after we hv succeed submitted our proposal for the final project.
B4 this, my mind keep on thinking about it. wht kind of system are we going to develop? i'm not from IT background.IT or whtever related to computer isn't my interest at all. so how possibly i can think any topic for the project? n worst, am i able to do it?

having a member group who labeled as "clever" really a bonus. you dont hv 2 suffer much coz he/she will cover up all ur work. but then, if i just act as a parasites in tht group will i get the satisfaction at the end of it? of course not.

i know im not good in this field, but i do blve i can learn how to do it. develop a system i know wasnt so easy as it seems.especially for our team mmber who "sit on the same level" with me.heh :-) but how can baby able to walk if he didnt try to,right? so,the possibility is there. we can if we think we can..yeah thts the spirit!

Genting..

Last Thursday, dated 16th October 2008; I went to Genting Highlands together with Ina n Hanafi. Actually, we’ve been planned for this trip not so long ago before the semester break of Hari Raya. As raya is the time where we can collect so much “duit raya”, so we thought that it wld b wasteful if the $ is not spent for a nice vacation.

At first, we planned to go to Pangkor Island. As a couple of friends said that it is the best n enjoyable place 2 go for a holiday. Inspite of beautiful beaches, it also offered a place for people to experience the scuba diving activity. Unfortunately, due to some technically n financially problem; we r not able to fulfill our dream to visit Pangkor.

So to b not disappointed we planned to Genting. It is the 2nd time actually we’ve been there. The 1st time we went was on the end of ramadhan. The idea just came all of sudden after we broke our fasting. By the time we reached there it was almost midnight. All of the rides were already closed. So, the only thing we can do is enjoyed the fresh n coldy air.

A journey to Genting by a car wasn’t really a right decision. Coz Genting road is very known as a “snake”. Drove up to the hills is ok but going down was a nightmare! Without an experienced n competence driver, a tragic accident can b happen at anytime. Mostly during a rainy day when the road is so slippery.

Alhamdulillah, luck is still on our side. N all of this photos succeded being taken n published in this post. B4 I end my writing, I’d like to express my fully gratitudes n thanks 2 my friend who worked at Genting. Without his helped, sure we can not get 50% discount to play all the games n also ate at the staff café where the food is much more cheaper n more varieties. So, here’s the photos!

Raya in d mood..

Raya3x…seems come 2 d end. After about 2 wks holiday, its time 2 get back. Well, talking about my xperience on hr ry..i wd say this year is x an enjoyable ry I hv.

Im celebrating ry at my sist house at some place call Kota Belud. My sist “little own community” wld b her husband, her 5 younger kids n my mom who is also staying with her. So, as Kb is x really my hometown where I used 2 live n raised..so im x really happy 2b here.

Compare 2 Tawau, there r many relatives can b visit during hr ry. I also hv so many friends over there. So many place I can hangout too. Day n night the place just alive. Here, 2 go 2 d nearest town is x 2 easy. Since im x really “capable” 2 drive, tht coz me more trouble. D best place 2 hang out in here is go 2 Kota Kinabalu. Took about 45 mnts on a ride by car n 15 rgt per taxi.

KK hs been through with a lot of improvement. I could see theres many big n luxury mall been built. D new mall is call 1Borneo. Its d largest hypermall n it has bcome a major attraction 2 shoppers n ppl in KK.

Back 2 my xperience on this ry, I wd say its *@&#$! Other thn eating ketupat, rndang (my fvrite) n all ry dishes, I felt nothing seem so interesting. Started from day 1, I just stayed back at home while my sist n d rest went 2 visit ppl house.

D big moment came on day 3 where we hv open house. So many ppl came, but I’d rather choosed 2 bz myself in d kitchen instead of treated guest in front. D open house went so damn well since most of the dishes nasi minyak, nasi briyani, rndang, chicken curry, ayam masak merah, prawn, acar was finished.

So day by day I just stayed at home. Wasting my time with tv shows, crossword puzzle book. N yeah..x 2 mntioned its really3x hard 2 get maxis phone coverage in my house. Can u imagine how boring lifes gonna b without a phone! Grrrr..

n how I really100x miss my bf who celebrating his ry @ twu 2gether with his family. If I was in twu also, sure we can hang out even d clock is already past mdnight. Im sure his missing me a lot too.

Well, thts d story of my 2008 ry. Im thinking how about my ry on 2009. perhaps it’ll b > special. Aha..I hope so. Well, thts it folks. I think it’d b better if I get back 2 sleep. D time now is 5 am in a coldy night. N im writing this bunch of words on my text msges through my cellphone. Hoping 2 publish it on my blog later.

So there u goes d story. Back 2 sleep coz my flight 2 KL will b on 4 o’ck 2morrow. Still hv d time. Bubye all n c ya on d next post. Wld it b?

No turning back

Well..back 2 KL.back 2 normal life. cosmo,asgmn,hostel..so thts wht ppl normally say – student’s life. wht a routine,I wd say.

Well, a quote says, “life hs 2 mv on”. I believe it hs 2. coz by sitting all day counting d day 2 past..its just killing. Nobody knows hows their life gonna b in d future. Sometimes eventhough u hv plan so well, but times will tell is it work according 2 ur plan or x.
recalling my time when I hd my 1st degree, my stereotype thought just told me..after my graduation, of course I’ll b hunting 4 a job. Earn my own cash then from there..when im fully stable I will look 4ward 2 hv a family. Husband,loving n beautiful kids,ya know. But who knows,after 2 years graduation I still here. 2gether with d rest,struggling finish a degree in comp software spcialist.

2b honest, I don’t really think im “in” 2 it. After all this long study in this field, I hardly see my enthusiasm in this field. I just felt tht its x me. I do study, do all d asgmn given, try 2 achieve as much as I can during d exam. But then I still feel d emptiness in my mind n my heart. Wht other choice do I hv. If this wht ppl think will guarantee u a bright future, so like it or x I hv 2 b with it. Its just sometimes im running out of my focus n keep thinking how misfortune myself compare 2 others.

Thank god, I hv some1 who always accompany n encourage me when I feel down. I guess, if it wasn’t bcoz of his support, I will x possibly hv a courage 2 move on.

I Believe...

I Believe...
That just because two people argue,
It doesn't mean they don't love each other.And just because they don't argue,It doesn't mean they do love each other.

I Believe...

That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.

I Believe...

That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.

I Believe...

That true friendship continues to grow, even overThe longest distance. Same goes for true love.

I Believe...

That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.

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That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.

I Believe...

That you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.

I Believe...

That you can keep going long after you think you can't.

I Believe...

That we are responsible for what we do,
No matter how we feel.

I Believe...

That either you control your attitude or it controls you.

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That heroes are the people who do what has to be doneWhen it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.

I Believe...

That money is a lousy way of keeping score.

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That my best friend and I, can do anything, or nothing and have the best time.

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That sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down, will be the ones to help you get back up.

I Believe...

That sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.

I Believe...

That maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated.

I Believe...

That it isn't always enough, to be forgiven by others.
Sometimes, you have to learn to forgive yourself.

I Believe...

That no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.

I Believe...

That our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but, we are responsible for who we become.

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That you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life Forever.

I Believe...

Two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.

I Believe...

That your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don't even know you.

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That even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you - you will find the strength to help.

I Believe...

That credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being.

I Believe...

That the people you care about most in life are taken from you too soon.

I Believe...'

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything.